So...he died...three weeks ago.?

So...I met a guy named Blake on a website. He messaged me on there, we talked throughout that day. He gave me his number and said to call or text anytime I wanted. So we started texting. Pretty soon we started texting all the time. From the time he woke up he texted me to the time he went to sleep. I lived for those texts so much. He was a very strong Christian as am I (or try to be anyway). So that was what made us really click. Anyway we texted all the time and fell in love. Real love. Three weeks ago he got into a car wreck. He was driving with his cousin and dropped his sister off at school. His cousin, Mandy was texting for him. So she's texting me and all of a sudden freaks out. I asked what happened. She said a driver hit Blake's door and that he wasn't moving. She called an ambulance and they went to the hospital. I was going to call Blake that day when I got off of school...I ended up having to call his cousin instead. Well not having to, but wanted to. So I called Mandy and we talked...mostly cried. Throughout that day we prayed that he would get better...That night he died...I only got two and a half hours of sleep and cried the rest and the next day...and then the next...Anyway...I'm really hurting still. I wanted to know if anyone else has ever fallen in love with someone online and then finding out that they died. Me and his cousin talked a lot that day. I know it's real...Anyway...I just want to know if anyone else has gone through this and how long you were hurt over it and how did you get through it.